15/05/12 Music and Me (and also exam)

salam, hello readers~!

yes2, i have ended a stressful paper yesterday.

EDU 3104.... cant remember the name of the subject

there's still 4 papers to go

so, good luck to everybody

but some may need luck, some just need brain hoho

and

as i was minding my own business highlighting things, this morning at the library, i think of one thing

one thing that i passionate about since i was small

 

MUSIC

yeah, i like music, i mean, not only songs, but also the melody

ongaku uta... i usually, will download and compile all my favourite songs in one CD when i was in secondary

and name the CD Ongaku Uta

i feel like i love music for eternity and once had a dream to be a songwriter or just be with music

including singer and dancer

i like to feel the song when i hear to them and sometimes i just give u electric shocks that make u wanna move

but thats all in the past. :( n i kind of missing it now

 

like to sing along to songs

like to hear it full blasted from my radio before, omg, i could only thank God that the neighbours didnt do a report on me for disturbing them in the evening

i will usually study after school in the evening and then God knows how crank up the volume and singing on top of my lungs, and remarkably some of the things i studied i can remember 0.o

but now, no more radio,

just me+headphone+mp3/laptop

and it will be full blast until i cant hear what people around me talk

then later in school life, i realize i can't love music more or say that i know about music and i love it so effing much

1. i realize i don't know how to play a single music instrument and i will go crazy of i find a piano or guitar ... i will just randomly tekan2 on it haha

2. i cant read a single musical note, not even the ABCDs note~~ i cant remember where is where

3. all i know is do re mo from Sound of Music movie and even mix around the lyrics haha

4. and yeah i just know that

but then again, after school, i worked at a Music Store and i help a lot by updating my boss Cd list in the store and get in touch with the customers and even recommended some CDs to them which suit their taste,, and the eventually agree to me, where i feel proud hahaha :P

a then i got excepted to Teacher Training Institute that i thought will kill my music

and i realize that taking up TESL will not be stray away from what i like

true enough, 2 years later, we get to know that our minor is Music and i had to take up Keyboard lesson

 

not this keyboard!

this keyboard~~~~~~~~~~

 

 

 

i was like~ wow~

never thought of going back to be side by side with music

but when i realize i will not have a future with music before, i knew music will be though

and it kindda prove it, but maybe i like music, i still can endure it

keyboard matter (as in playing an instrument matter) is settled

but learning on how to teach primary students and also learn about music it self: still getting there hehe

still, i feel kindda awesome, i can do my keyboard practical the other day

and yeah, i once feel jealous to whom can play guitar n piano

but not anymore, cause i'm liking me tekan2 the keyboard more hehehehehehe

and yeah, if i ignore you, i am listening full blast
sorry :))

Bubye~!
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