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Friday, January 25, 2013

15/12/12 Meet the old friend

Assalamualaikum  & hello readers~!

I was being crazy on Twitter when I saw my friend tweeted about going to AEON Manjung. I was surprised, cause this particular friend, Fatin Rashid, is actually studying in Australia. 

So, I tweet back to her asking if she’s really here, and it turn out she’s really is. She’s on summer break and having intern in KL. She asked if I wanted to meet up, my respond was “Sure!” the last time I meet her was form 4 before she went off to Langkawi. I thought I never meet her again cause she moved to Sabah shortly after that.

We decide to meet on Saturday, thought that I’m gonna meet her in the morning or afternoon at some place. Then she said that she had some things to do on the day. Afterwards, she gave a brilliant idea that I never thought off! That is, come to her for dinner, she will cook. To me, that is something new.
And I did went to her house after blurring on which junction to turn in, cause the area she live, I can’t never work out the streets there haha. So we had dinner with her sisters and talked for a very long time. I spend a splendid 4 hours at her house :D haha
fatin with shah rukh khan, taken from her fb :P

After a long time we didn’t meet, we talk about a lot of things! From school to studies to part time works and also K-Pop. Thought she didn’t like k-pop much, but she’s k-pop fan too haha She even almost wanted to go for SM Entertainment’s trainee search in Aussie! It would be awesome of she really did go! :D

To Fatin, thanks for inviting me and thanks for dinner. It was awesome! <3 u! Hehe


p/s: the first thing she said to me: ko dah gemuk~ the first thing i said to her: eh! Ko kurusnye~!! :P

27/12/12 Seems like A Family Reunion

Assalamualaikum & hello readers~!

27 Dec. my dad’s side of the family decided to held tahlil (prayers for the decease) as it was Aunty Sinar’s 44th or so days of passed. So, we did the tahlil for my decease grandparents and as well as a cousin that didn’t had the chance to live in this world.

We went back to Klang on the day itself. So, I had to wake up in the morning, feeling like PDiddy~ not~ waking up kinda feel groggy, so I hunt for clothes to wear going back and for the tahlil. After all the commotion at home with the cats and all, we finally off to Teluk Panglima Garang.  Stop by Kuala Selangor for lunch and again continue with our journey.

Arrived in Teluk after Zohor and we just golek2 until it was Asar. Then we start to set up the chairs and tables as the foods for tonight tahlil kenduri had arrived. I was so looking forward for the foods because my other aunt, Nyanya told us about the menu and it sounds freaking delicious! So, I was really looking forward for it. Who won’t? There are telur kurma, sambal tumis udang, ayam goreng berempah.  So freaking tempting! #drooling
meet the cousin, Aiko Hana & Hiro Adam.

After years of not meeting my maksu, and 2 of my cousins, finally I meet then during tahlil. It was like a family reunion, it was the first time all of Mr Jamaludin’s children and grandchildren are in one place and meet each other. It was cool! Meeting Aiko for the second time, she clearly didn’t remember me, I meet her when she was still a baby as for Hiro, and it was my first time meeting him. A very playful one, he played with the cats under the table and everywhere. He even run in the rain and gets himself soaking wet. As for Aiko, she is very good kid and I like her already. But yeah, they can’t even speak Malay. My English was all over the place, talking with an 8 years old using English, my vocab suddenly evaporates into the thin air because I have been writing with standard English. So, yeah it took some time for me to get my English gear going haha :P

In the end, my family and paksu’s family went back 4 in the morning. It was mental. My dad’s siblings did their discussion after all the guests went back. In the end, I didn’t get to eat all the foods that I was talking about. It was really sad, I was quite devastated :( But thanks to Nyanya we ate nasi goreng kampung and it was fine with me. :)

p/s: maksu remove me from her FB, go figure :/

15/11/12 The Call that Changed Everything

Assalamualaikum & hello readers~!

I was so looking forward to get a beauty sleep that night (14th November). So, after checking my social networks for the last time, I toss out my laptop and pull my covers over me. It was around 1am, I think. I forgot everything, and I close my eyes. But then came this loud knock on the door and mum was calling. I thought, I just close my eyes and ignore, because I was freaking sleepy. I thought it was morning and I want to sleep more. In the end, I couldn’t take it, I just answer the door.

With my eyes half open, I peered through my own eyes and look at my mum. She said, my cousin called my dad, my auntie is now is at the hospital. I was what? I ignore the other details and just went for my bath and grab everything I could bring. Clothes, my trusty eyeliners, chargers and such. I went downstairs and waited for my parents with my brother, I ask him, he said it was my Aunty Sinar. I go like “Aunty Sinar? Seriously?” as far as I know, she’s so much better then my other auntie, Nyanya. It was the shocked of my life. And it was 3 in the morning of 15th November. I was scared if I really will lose my auntie.

Upon arriving in Teluk Panglima Garang, Selangor, we meet the other family members and talk about Aunty Sinar. She had only small percent of living but we still pray for the best. Waiting at the hospital for hours and hours and hours it made my head really dizzy. And it was the start of my three weeks of flu and one week of fever. To tell the truth the whole five days of staying in Teluk was a hell for me, because I was exhausted and wondered if only I could be admitted into the hospital for my fever =.=

Waiting long hours for the second time of the ward to be open for public, me, my parents, my brother and my cousin received the news that our Aunty Sinar had passed away from my other cousin. The blood from the brain come down through the nose and the tube at the nose was filled with blood. As the nurse was opening the tube to change and all, my aunt went. There was no tears came out from me, because I cried earlier in the car, I put on a serious face and walk confidently. Inside my heart was crush because of some incidents happened between us and I didn’t had the time to say thank you to her for everything that she done to me. 

There was a lot of people came to the hospital and people around in the ward watch us carefully. I tried to look at their eyes wondered what they were thinking. Later that evening, my dad completed the procedure of a dead person certs and all. And I thought I would have died too, cause we waited for the van jenazah for hours, just imagine we waited for it from the day is still evening until it pasts Maghrib. :(
Aunty Sinar was laid to rest the next day after Friday prayers, in Teluk near her parents’s grave. It was stupid to bury her after Friday prayers because in sha Allah she will receive more goodness if she’s buried before Friday prayers. We did the 4 days tahlil every night after that night. Some how to me, the foods for the kenduri was stupid and there’s no consideration to the elders. Beside there are many elders then the person of my age. Thus, the are some things that they couldn’t it eat. Pity them.
As this my blog, I gotta say some things here. The things that I remembered was the ayam masak merah. Oh my God, it was stupid, stupid! The chicken was not cook properly. I was freaking piss off. I can’t help in the cooking, but then again i’m not a good cook, so I can’t say much. Then again, they are so much better cook then me, why in the hell happened that. And some things they like to tell some problems are about someone else problem not themselves. There was many things that made me piss off, then again who am I to say. Hence, I took all the bad things as a fault that I shouldn’t be repeating it. 

I didn’t manage to visit her grave yet. In sha Allah in the new future I will. I’m not with Aunty Sinar every day of every year. Unlike my cousins. Thus, I didn’t have much memory with her unlike my cousins. But she’s a thoughtful person though. I just can’t get out of my mind that she asked me to go and visit my cousins at AEON Bukit Tinggi after having lunch during our brief visit back in Teluk. It was weird how she almost like forced us to go. Me, my brother and my mum. So we did went there. I took a picture with her, and it was the last. It was also the first and the last I drove her somewhere. 

On the same day, my cat, Baby Owen died too. He had a spine problem that at first he was about to recover then it came again. In the mist of 3 in the morning, we went to my auntie’s house in Sitiawan to ..... our cats for the days we were in Teluk, Belang and Baby Owen. That afternoon, he died my uncle helped to bury him. I cried again when we get the news. We received the news days after Aunty Sinar died. It seems they went to the other side together, good to feel that they may be together and not alone. 

In April of this year, two of my aunties from Teluk, Nyanya and Aunty Sinar came to my house but I was in Perlis. My mum said there was a time that Aunty Sinar took Baby Owen and just sat with him outside of the house. She sings to him and talks to him. It seems like they knew they will be going together. Nevertheless, that is just what I like to think. What really happened we never know.
arwah Aunty Sinar and me

Al-Fatihah. Hajah Shamsinar binti Jamaludin & Baby Owen. May You Rest In Peace.

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Maulidur Rasul

AssalammualaikuM & hello readers~!

since the birthday of our Prophet Muhammad today, I share some info about him that I found in various blogspot.
From Billy Info Blog :-
CLICK HERE for Nabi Muhammad's SAW Profile

From my FRIEND'S blog:-
let's do it together shall we?
Selawat Nabi.

 صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ     صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ
يَا نَبِي سَلاَمٌ عَلَيْكَ          
يَا رَسُوْل سَلاَمٌ عَلَيكَ
يَا حَبِيْبُ سَلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ
صَلَوَاتُ اللهِ عَلَيْكَ
أَشْرَقَ البَدْرُ عَلَيْنَا
فَاخْتْفَتْ مِنهُ البُدُورُ
مِثْلَ حُسْنِكَ مَا رَأَيْنَا
قَطُّ يَا وَجْهَ السُّرُورِ
أَنْتَ شـَمْسٌ أَنْتَ بَدْرٌ
أَنْتَ نُورٌ فَوْقَ نُورِ
أَنْتَ اِكْسِيْرٌ وَغَالِي
أَنْتَ مِصْبَاحُ الصُّدُورِ
يَا حَبِيْبِي يَا مُحَمَّد
يَا عَرُوسَ الخَافِقَيْنِ
يَا مُؤَيَّدُ يَا مُمَجَّد
يَا إِمَامَ القِبْلَتَيْنِ
مَنْ رَّأَى وَجْهَكَ يَسْعَد
يَا كَرِيمَ الوَالِدَينِ
حَوْضُكَ الصَّفِى الـمُبَرَّد
وِرْدُنَا يَومًا النُّشُورِ
عَالِمُ السِّرِّ وَأَخْفَى
مُسْتَجِيبُ الدَّعَوَاتِ
رَبِّ اِرْحَمْنَا جَمِيعًا
بِجَمِيعِ الصَّالِحَاتِ
وَصَلاَةُ اللهِ عَلَى أحْمَد
عَدَّ تَحْرِيرِ السُّطُورِ
أَحْمَدُ الهَادِى مُحَمَّد
صَاحِبُ الوَجْهِ الـمُنِيرِ
 صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَى مُحَمَّدٍ     صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ
يَا نَبِي سَلاَمٌ عَلَيْكَ          
يَا رَسُوْل سَلاَمٌ عَلَيكَ
يَا حَبِيْبُ سَلاَمُ عَلَيْكَ
صَلَوَاتُ اللهِ عَلَيْكَ
أَشْرَقَ البَدْرُ عَلَيْنَا
فَاخْتْفَتْ مِنهُ البُدُورُ
مِثْلَ حُسْنِكَ مَا رَأَيْنَا
قَطُّ يَا وَجْهَ السُّرُورِ
أَنْتَ شـَمْسٌ أَنْتَ بَدْرٌ
أَنْتَ نُورٌ فَوْقَ نُورِ
أَنْتَ اِكْسِيْرٌ وَغَالِي
أَنْتَ مِصْبَاحُ الصُّدُورِ
يَا حَبِيْبِي يَا مُحَمَّد
يَا عَرُوسَ الخَافِقَيْنِ

يَا مُؤَيَّدُ يَا مُمَجَّد
يَا إِمَامَ القِبْلَتَيْنِ

Friday, January 18, 2013

18/01/13 Apabila Liyana mencadangkan Liyana

Assalammualaikum & hello readers~!
After a long week, finally a result was announce, and thanks to Yna (Liyana), I'm one of the JPP of IPG Kampus Perlis.
 Yes, be both share the same name, hence the tittle.
This semester, Yna is lucky enough to be a KK all thanks to me cause I was the one responsible of arranging the new KK for our class.
To think back, did we just help each other out on our new responsibility.

So in being a JPP, I would like to thank Yna for electing me, Sir Ideris to permit it and of course to  ALL 258 people who choose me to be their representative.
I will of course do my very best.
If together we have a will, together we find a way.

I know being a JPP is hell of a job, but I would like to challenge myself though. :0
I was a PKK in my first semester of foundation years, then a KK in third semester of degree now again I challenge myself to be a JPP.

To tell you the truth, I DIDN'T NOT EXPECT TO BE A JPP AT ALL. Until the day that the result was gonna result, that is today, I was emotionless D:

 Received a text from GK, I wonder who told her.
She's one of the best JPP I ever know and I learn one or two things in being a JPP from her though.
I hope everything will be fine for me.

GK's text: Congrats baby on bein a jpp.. i'm so proud of you.. ;-)
Aimi's text (rum8): Roommate.. Tahniah!! Sila anjur konsert kpop. Ekekeke
One of Elyas text today: Dh gk wahai cik jpp

I was laughing reading all these text haha
Everybody was happy for me, so I really hope everything will be fine for me :D

A day before almost everyone who I met said that they voted for me. I was like "what the~"
And today, almost everyone congratulate me.
Some of those who didn't went to the assembly ask me directly: dapat x? i was like:yeah *and i feel like i wanna just disappear into thin air D:*
Congrats B.AP
So yeah, wish me luck. I need it :P
p/s: Cobu 3D, SM family is in it :D

Thursday, January 17, 2013

17/01/13 I've watched Rain Sound-B.A.P

Assalammualaikum & hello readers~!
 At last the awaited new mv and song of B.A.P is now actually here!
It was released worldwide on 15th January 2013, the same day as the Golden Disk Awards day 1 in Malaysia.

Let me explain my reaction when I first watch this mv:-
I went to neighbour's room to watch the mv, she played it on her laptop and the next thing I knew
I was covering my ears (I'm not sure why), I almost have watery eyes because of the excitement, I was jumping and my lips just chattered "hensemnye.. hensemnye..." and other squeaky sound 0.o
 About the mv:-
Why in the world did I react like that because everyone was freaking cool in the mv
and all my baby boys wore eyeliners!
Eyeliners on guys is such a major turn on. It gives out the eyes-wow-factor.
Of course I'm happy to see that they don't have bleach colour hair anymore, I'm so sick of it.
Enough, is enough.
 The outfit and accessories that what I will look at all the time.
The accessories worn by the members of B.A.P suited to my liking, Yong Guk's earrings were cool!
Dae Hyun's chain was freaking awesome. And Zelo's earring that he wore when he was holding the jug was quite interesting.
On another hand, I can't understand what's up with the green rain and green iv drop and even the green water all around. Weird though, or so maybe because green is the official colour of B.A.P.
 Crying part.
OMG! the crying part, I can't even,  I just feel like I wanna Hug and comfort them.
Especially, Zelo, he looked like a lost puppy and freaking love he's straight hair :D
Himchan's crying face and watery really get me feel like crying though.
This is just a different side of a human we get from the B.A.P.
Shooting part.
Nearing the end of the mv, all the members were shoot, and blood splattered on them.
Everyone showed a very hurtful emotion and Yong Guk just reamain calm like he don't even care haha
But Rain Sound mv is now one of my favourite music video, because everyone looked awesomely-handsome! :D
 About the Song:-
I didn't listen to the song properly when I watch the mv for the first 5 time or so.
Rain Sound is about a man trying to forget his past lover.
The song is all sad melody by there's like hint of tango that kindda make me think, what kind of melody is this.
I'm not good at analyzing songs, so I better stop here. You should just listen yourself.
 Yong Guk: He never fails to give the rap in a song. He's rap was understandable (I mean for Korean speaking people) . It was not fast, it was just nice.
Himchan: I was disappointed by Himchan's part, because as if he only TALK in some part of the song :( I want more from my baby!
Dae Hyun & Yong Jae: The main vocals of B.A.P they never failed to nail a song, their voices were just beautiful that make the song just soothing.
Jong Up: As he is the sub-vocal, he just sing parts of the song and although there were only little dance part, he dance really good with all those slow move and all.
Zelo: Our giant baby start of with a slow-out-of-tune rap that to me, is very special. Then he broke into he's usual rap, his voice is even cute with a little high tone in it :P
 After all, I'm happy with this new song and mv.
And also happy that they came to Malaysia again for the Golden Disk Awards in Sepang, day 2.

p/s: Do you think I can ERASE you?

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

17/01/13 I've watched Kim Jae Joong-Mine

Assalammualaikum & hello readers~!
yesterday marks  the day, Jae Joong release his single of his first mini album
JYJ may be apart now, so they are having their own project respectively.

i'm writing here just to share about the new mv and also song that were just release.
it trends on Twitter too : #JaeRocksMine

About the Video:-
vampire hero

new tattoos 
 to me the video is awesome. i mean the whole setting was mystic and of course a fiction.
he wears multiple of costume that actually look both cool and weird.
nevertheless the video does not disappointed me in any way. i love it very much

there were multiple of animals involve in this video. such as owl, omg i just love owls!
crows, dogs and snakes.
jae joong was pretty cool himself. one minute he's a human, then a person with a horn hat (?), then a weird being being chain, then change into another weird glass being then a vampire. later the vampire grows wings.
i saw it all.

jae joong also manage to show off he's new tattoos (not that very new-lah) and hell yeah, he's body was sexy! :P
recently, almost every new video that i watch, the guys will be wearing eyeliners. and to me wearing eyeliners is freaking sexy. i just can't take off my eyes from theirs as i studied how the make up is done and later i will do it on myself hehe
so, Jae Joong too wear eyeliners that make me sworn that he is smoking hot in this one.

if just want to listen to the song, i recommend not to listen to the song through the video, it is very tiring, because it had pauses here and there, and it little irritates me much :(
so go and listen to the mp3 version.

to me, Jae Joong and Junsu becoming more and more weirder by the second, but Jae Joong's weirdness i could tolerate. so yeah, about the video, it fits the song actually, at least that what i think.
you should watch it for yourself :)
About the Song:-
 to tell you the truth, I NEVER THOUGHT that Jae Jung CAN ACTUALLY THIS KIND OF SONG.
it is JRock, i thought he will sings something like what he done in the TVXQ days, never thought he could rock off!
and i'm impressed. seriously.
 because of the fact that i just listen to the song through the mv, i cant listen to the whole song without the pauses that the video had to give way to the cinematography.
well, it is a good video, im not complaining, i just want to get hold of the mp3 version. i want to listen to it on the go!
the lyrics was short and easy for us who is not Korean speakers to sing along to :D

as i said earlier, the song is more of the sound of JRock songs, so it had this dark effect on it

i dont really know what to write more because this song and video is just awesome for me
because this is my kind of style


Lyrics : HERE