27/04/10 only 2 days without rice

yay!
dua hari x mkn nasi!
hehe

hari ni baru mkn nasi balik
haha
semangat jerk

ade org tanye, "yen, nape da gemuk??"
hakikatnye, aku mmg gemuk~
cume hari ni nmpk ketara cuz, aku pakai bj pj.
bj ni cam pendek skit..
so nmpk la kegemukn yg ketara~
huhu
sadis daku~

hari ni x de gerko,
tp kene siapkan draft for assignment hockey.
yg peliknye, sy x bt ape pun..
wakakaka
and hunnyto sounds NOT happy with it.

well, i know what i should do now.
intro, compile, conclusion i do by myself.
how's dat, hunnyto??

muke cam marah jerk die..
smalam da rase nk terjun banggunan jerk cam budak PA yg terjatuh dari aras due tih~
huhu

smalam budak PA perempuan(pkk) jatuh kat dalam bilik air...
tgn kene simen...
hari ni plak, kk die jatuh dari aras 2(tingkat 3)
kaki,tgn n tulang rusuk patah...
cerita yg SEBENAR x tau lar~

hoho
takut dow~
tgk muke hunnyto cam nak pelupuh sy jerk..
huhu'
tiap2 hari sy buat salah.,..
huhu'
nak lari nak lari...
nak duduk sorang2

Bubye~!

23/04/10 Pertandingan Gubahan Sirih Junjung

yeah!
berita yg SUNGGUH mengejutkan!!!
yento akan participate in pertandingan gubahan sirih junjung!
WHTA THE FISH!!!
nk nangis pun ade...
wawawawa
sy x tau buat!
sy and mc ann terTUDUH utk membuatnye...

esok ade pertandingan utk bulan kecerian....
tu yg kene masuk tu...
MENYESAL gile turun untk meeting mengejut..

aku PENAT aku penat!
x mau terlibat dgn satu FUCKING activity di maktab nieh,
sementara ak masih dalam kerja2 penyelengraan macbeth play nieh.

sakit hati gile....
tanye2 merate2 utk ganti kitaorg, x de sape pun yg bleh.
kami terpilih cuz akak ketua blok tu lar...
rase mcm nak bombart je die...
tapi kite pun faham keadaan die, die pun terdesak mencari pengganti.

dahlah esok da pertandingan..
mlm ni nak tgk ade akak tu buat demo...
tlglar...
kitorg busy k0t~!
huhu

ape2 pun sy sedia utk BUNUH diri esok dgn menyertai pertandingan tersebut.

x cukup lagi ke aku dah involve dlm ratu melati tuh???

huhu
x suke x suke x suke!!!!

HUH!
mc ann! gudluck to us then!

Bubye~!

23/04/10 buhsan

tadi baru sahaja habis baca satu blog ainun...
hehe
semangat weh aku bace blog ko, nun2...
hehe
lame x menjenguk ke blog beliau..
best gak bace blog die..
hehe
mcm best...

sedang bace2 blog die ni,
ade la due tige kali die mention tentang die n geng2 yg lain tu nk g langkawi...
ade la dgr cite gak tentang trip diorg nieh...
rase mcm nak ikut jerk..
tapi rasenye, hari yg diorg nk g tu, hari aku nk balik plak..
nmpknye x bley la nk buat muke seposen dan ikut diorg...

then again, sian kat hunnyto...
kitorg da lame x g date.
huhu
tiap2 minggu asyik stuck here because of the macbeth play.
bulan depan mcm x de mase je nk kluar ngan hunnyto..
but when i checked out the calendar just now,
i noticed that 22 and 23 may, we are kindda free...
hunnyto, nk kluar mase tu ke?

takut x cukup duit plak....
mummyto.... nak duit....
hahaha

guard da gtau da...
ape yg aku dan hunny tunggu2 kan...
haha
"dik, x ley kluar bedue ye, takut elias talib nmpk"
wakakakaka
okey, lain kali kami keluar berdua di depan gate IPG.
haha

jap ag nk g bt props for play macbeth..

Bubye~!

23/04/10 chubby,gemuk, berisi,gundhu

hahahaha
yento da gundhu~
haha
salah kan pak yeah...
tlg la salahkan die...
plz ler..
die yg srh mkn bnyk.

die x per lar..
die kering gler.
tapi die pun da gemuk skarang~!
haha
*golek2*

gmbr kat sebelah ni, gm,br lame dah~
mase form 4.
mase ni dah start gemuk,
nk pakai baju librarian tu pun da ketat~
haha
pastu kain baju tuh tinggi giler...
wakakaka

berbalk kpd tajuk diatas;
x perlu tanye kenape saye da gemuk,
kenape muke saye semakin tembam...,
chubby nye muke ko,
hahaha

utk pengetahuan semua,
sy sedang berusaha utk berDIET.
ok??
grrr

k lar, dlm kelas en zul ni...
tutorial...

Bubye~!

21/04/10 ONLY 56

only 56.
only 56....
only 56 TESL student of ipg kampus perlis.
that is that.
no one is out.
no one is in.
ONLY 56.
we are the 56 trainee of TESL here.
although we are big in nmbr,
but still we LOVE each other.


we stand together hand in hand,
helping each other,
care for each other.

we try NOT to fight with each other.
we TRY to be in good terms with each other and also everybody.
we are among the best,
that's why we are here...
BUT sometimes we do some things that somebody are not satisfied with us.

we all hope that we are BETTER in the future.
we are terribly SORRY.

Nursyahida Syafiqah Mohd Shariff
mari kita bersama mendoakan agar Sya akan sembuh secepat mungkin dan dpt bersama kami secepat mungkin.

AbgT0, we want u!
haha

ONLY 56, BI/Elite/MathSc (A,B,C).
IPG Kampus Perlis.

Bubye~!

20/04/10 DARN hockey

i just don't have soul in it.
i just DON'T.
i dun even know why~
i am too tired.
my body can't stand it.
i am really weak...
a little run will make me really tired.

why in the world does today have a test on hockey.
i fucking suck in the tests.
i can't do a simple passing,
i guess i just don't have wait it takes.

hunny tried to teach me.
but it just cant sink into my limbs.
i just cant do a simple scoop.

because of the STRESS, HUMILIATION and TIREDNESS,
i REALLY feel that i need to be ALONE.
i ask hunny to let me be, but he just can't leave me like this.
but i just need the time.

now we are at a COLD WAR.
it just started with that DARN hockey that i cant do it,

now i really regret of choosing hockey gerko.
it's better if i enter the netball.
now its all to late.
and i SUFFERED greatly.
and also it cause my relationship.

i feel like i wanna break away~

Bubye~!

20/04/10 T-I-R-E-D

today pun akan penat gak lar
kelas dua masa pagi tadi bersama en zul SGT LA MENGANTUK!!!!
pastu sambung dgn klas en asmadi yg mcm biase, kene jerit ag...
huhu
x sempat satu act habis, dah kene dihantar keluar utk berlatih sendiri.
penat gile seyh~
huhu
rehat kat bilik sejam jerk..
sejam sebelum tu mkn dulu....

*smlm, birthdy zhou mi.....
saengil chukae oppa!!!!!!!*
(by yana)

then skarang tgh tunggu pn sa'adah...
tapi dgr cite die x de pun...
hoho
kami tgh melepak ler.....
hoho
currently dgn yin, azie, ida, yana n ida....
tetibe plak sampai due ekor ag...
mariam n geok cher...

pasni ade klas pj...
kamal kate x de...
tapi ade meeting...
x kisah lar...
janji x payah berlari2
keluar peluh

nnt plak ade gerko hoki.
ade test..
hoho
sampai pkl 7

then ade pkl lapan ade meeting ngan en zul!!!
huhu
8.30 pm klas pn su....
huhu

go go chaiyok yento~!!!
Bubye~!

19/04/10 I'm going to BE tired

TODAY:-
CLASS supposed to be until 1 pm,
but the last two classes before recess was canceled.
and there's work to be done and pass up at 2 pm.
and now waiting for hunny.

waiting for hunny? y? eat?
NO!
that idiot ATM machine took back my money before hunny could take it.
huhu

so, at 1 pm, me and hunny, will go back to the bank and deal with it.
HAIZ.
i'm damn lazy now.

then back to class at 2 pm.
TIRED!
class until 5pm...
huhu

AND at 5, i have to go to the workshop with the person i hit and also atilia.
she had her car hit too by penang....
again, its gonna be tired.

and tonight! at 9 pm...
a class w mr.asmadi.
huh!

God, Please give strength for today.
Amin~

Bubye~!

17/04/10 hanya doakan yang terbaik untuk mereka

buat mase yang singkat ni,
dah tiga kematian berlaku sekeliling sy..
sume dah ajal nak buat cam mane....

but suddenly,
baru terperasan ...
sume mati pasal satu penyakit.
cancer.

pertama skali, adik ainul.
kesian arwah, muda2 dah kembali ke rahmahtullah...

kedua, auntie sy, my dad punye cousin la kire.
x sangka plak die akan pergi.
dan perjumpaan hari tu , merupakan yg terakhir.
walaupun x rapat sgt, STILL rase sedih~
sebab org kite tahu sentiasa ade di sekeliling kite ade, tetibe dah pergi

ketige plak, yg sy X KNAL langsung..
tapi arwah seems to be a good friend to hunny.
arwah baru shj pergi, minggu ni
ternyata rakan2 hunnyto serta zel, sedih akan pemergiannya.
(hensem lor arwah nie... perlu ker?)
(arwah ni, sy x tahu die pergi sebab ape,harap maklum)

Al-Fatihah~
Bubye~!!

16/04/10 what's YOUR problem??

hina sgt kah kami??
sampai boleh panggil course budak2 JAHAT.
kitorg ade bunuh org ke?
ade buat bende2 cam GRO ke?
kenapa kami di label sebegitu dasyat?
kenapa??
datang lambat?
-sume course pun ade yg dtg lmbt
coupling?
-nmpk kami jer la??
yg bebudak course lain siap pegang2 kat dlm ni x nmpk
plak?
bersosial?
- ape masalhnye? kami dah anggap course kami mcm satu
keluarga yg besar... tapi bebudak course lain yang
tergedik2 tu x nmpk pulak....?
x cooperate in things?
-kalau kitaorg blh buat, kitaorg buat.
kalau x boleh, mmg kitorg breakdown jap...
mcm x nak buat langsung..
tapi klau di asuh, didik, disuntikkan semangat, kitorg BOLEH jerk buat.
pakaian?
-wtfish?? kenapa dgn pakaian kami?
kitorg pakai jeans ke g kelas? pakai bikini ke? pakai jarang ke sampai boleh nmpk segala bende?
bile course lain pakai la extrem a.k.a yg x boleh pakai, x nmpk plak...
cara kami bawa diri?
- kami sembang, cakap, berbincang, ketawa, berduka dan bergurau antara kami jer.
x kacau korang pun. korang nak tau x? kami sepatutnye ckp ENGLISH 24/7. tapi disebabkan korang, DISEBABKAN KORANG. kami tetap ckp BM. walaupun dah kene MARAH bnyk kali tentang bende ni kat kitaorg. kitaorg x mahu tersisih dari korang, kami nak make a good relationship ngan AWAK, kami buat mcm tu. x mau dgr korang kate kitorg blagak berbicara inggeris.

ape korang fikir TESL je JAHAT, TEST je X PANDAI AGAMA.
tau la ape korang fikir....
eh, AKU pun dpt A tau AGAMA....
aku pun dpt A, BM...
aku pun dpt A untuk MATH.
itu aku,,,
kawan2 aku ade yg straight A's tu...'
pengetahuan kitaorg pun luas gak...
KITAORG, KORANG dan AWAK pun org jugak...
same je...
jgn nak kate korang baik lagi dari kitorg....

semua manusia sama dimata Allah S.W.T.

bila kitorg lalu, korang pandang slack.
bila kitaorg lal;u, awak tgk dgn sinis, ataupun x tgk langsung.
HINA SGT KAH KAMI?

aku rase x.
kami x hina.
kami manusia biasa.
kami berada disini kerana menyahut seru untuk menjadi guru bahasa inggeris untuk generasi hadapan iaitu anak2 korng.... cucu2 korang...... sedare-mare korang......

kita berada di dunia ini ade KEGUNAANNYA sendiri.
kami org gak mcm korang dan awak.
susah sgt ke nak terima kami.

lagipun kami tau, korang pun pandai gak.
maybe lebih pandai dari kami.
or lebih pandai dlm course kami tapi korang amik course lain.
kami x suke disishkan...
korang ingat senang ke hidup?

mcm aku, aku da la duduk sorang kat bilik hostel.
korang ingat senang ke?

kadang2 aku rase nak je SOUND korang.
tapi ape gunenye dak?
hanye memenatkan dan akan menimbulkan lagi kekecohan...
lagi la korang benci kami.

i'm wondering, ape SALAH kami?
terumatanya AWAK dan anak2 buah awak.

kalau x suke sgt kat kami, buat la surat ramai2, srh buat sebuah IPG untuk kami bebudak tesl je...
senang kan?
x kacau hidup korang dah...
ye, mmg ade crite nak buat sebuah IPG untuk kami je.
senang kan?
x payah korang tgk muke menyampah kami.


akhir kate, aku nk bagitau, kepada mereka yg anti kami, (kepda mereka yg anggap kami kawan tu , terima kasih sgt terima kami), adalah, ktaorg, korang dan awak adalah manusia biasa yg dicipta oleh Allah S.W.T. mari sama2 tolong-menolong dan jgn ade sengketa lagi.

Bubye~!

13/04/10 he is HAPPY~!

yersterday, April 12th was hunny's birthday~!!
he is 19 y/o!
yay!
i had a plan lay out for the day.
not so much of plan but just to fill the day with activities.
i thought i was going to wish him exactly 12 am,
but unfortunately i was TOO tired that i fell asleep.
i was suppposed to attend the miss melati meeting,
but i was really tired to stand.
so i hit the bed instead and missed the 12am.
huhu
when i woked up, it was in the wee hours of the morning.
i text him a birthday wish
(as for i know he was fast asleep, because he fall asleep earlier than me)
and then i woke him up and sang him a birthday song!
after the assembly, the TESL student gather beside the library and sang the birthday boy, a birthday song.
the birthday boy cut up the cake into slices and we ate up the whole cake.
eventually, the cake was DONE within minutes!
hehe
kak ann(hunny's sister) bought the cake for him the day before.
he was happy though.
i gave jamal's present before the assembly started.
before we part for class, i gave him a BIRTHDAY CARD.,
:)
after OUR class at 4, i treat him KFC.
because there are no any other place to go and have a good meal.
we didn't had our lunch though.
and we stuff ourselves until we are FULL!
he cant wait for my birthday present anymore~
i had been talking about it from last week.
and he was excited to have the present.
so, before we had our meal, i gave him my present.
he was DAMN HAPPY and SPEECHLESS.
haha
i was happy to see him that way...
he once told me that he wanted and MP3 but i got him something BETTER.
:)
we ate and we went to Kuala Perlis to spend a little more time together, alone.

the happy birthday boy

hunnyto

i'm glad that he is happy.
and he said that it was his BEST day ever,
i love u, hunny!



the photo below is a photo of my hand bleeding....
hehe

Bubye~!

09/04/10 why me?

well2....
a lot is happening this month..
and also this week...
i'm getting tired d...
yesterday?
haha
english society had a language game install for us...
we did played charades...
charades for Super Junior was way cooler than we had yesterday...
kak ann was awsome...
i think her group had the most charades right...
as for my group, me, pakyeh, zel and azie,...
well, i got an idiom to act out my charade...
"a couch potato"
man! that was hard!
hunny only got to guest "couch"
but still my group had 10 marks.
because i get the bonus question right.
hehe

last night was hectic too...
after having dinner w hunny, i went back and had my bath just in time to go for the MISS MELATI meeting...
EVENTUALLY, i was choosen to be one of the PAGEANT!
a BIG HELP needed!
i agreed and got myself someone who could do my make up.
but if i was there to compete, i have to be the AJK too!
like what the fish??
after a goodnight sleep(which i woke up at 7 am, a very unusual for me, usually i wake up a lot earlier hehe) i have a thought.
i'm going to leave the pageant and go on as an AJK.
i could compete next year.. or the other year... or the OTHER year...
hehe

today, me and alexto going to have a long journey back to hometown...
gonna buy hunny's birthday present...
hehe
yay!
can't wait....
and also im planning on going through all my stuff to bring back to IPG for the play macbeth~
speaking of which....i have to do a script!
dang~emcee speech ya'alll~!!!
haha
it was half way done...
hoho
i am the first day emcee and hunny is the second day emcee...
hehe
:) :)

i'm busy bee for the time being~
lots af work to do!
haha
work! work!
i like working but i'm such a lazy person~
hoho

until next time~
Bubye~!

06/04/10 Today~

hari ni pj, main permainan tradisional dan rakyat...
ade sat slot ni kene main gasing...
huhu
but i don't know how to play gasing(top)...
when the trial time given, i didn't even had a try of it.
damn, i don't know...
so, i don't even bother about it.
i was really tired too...
and don't give a damn about what was happening...
but to my horror,i was asked to spin the top!
like what the heck!
help!
i dunno...
but i just try and give a go...
to my surprise, i did SPIN!
LONG enough to win the round.
haha

Bubye~

05/04/10 Takziah. (100th post :))

gmbr sy yg sebelah ni diambil mase arwah opah sy meninggal dulu~
al-fatihah~

pagi tadi, mase sampai kat tapak perhimpunan, sy nmpk ainul.
mcm biasa, tegur la die dgn mencucuk die di bahagian pinggang...
die senyum die...
pastu mc syue pun sampai berita sedih.
adik ainul yg dari bulan disember tahun lepas sakit cancer tulang, sudah pulang ke rahmahtullah...

terkejut gak lar, terus peluk die..
die x nangis pun...
agak tabah disitu~

so, bebudak course BI buat arrangement hendak melawat rumah ainul...
kami pegi satu bas...
tapi hakikatnye, bas tu x cukup nak sumbat 56 org...
then, aku diminta utk bw kerete...
mule2 ingat nak naik bas...
tapi mrk kate mmg x cukup...
so, 5 org naik Alexto pegi rumah ainul...
bas plak x nak tunggu kami...
dah la kami x tau rumah ainul~

pakyeh dikalangan wanita~
cuz ade baby tu~

baby yg cumel~

limok bakal nenek~

roommate yg sehati sejiwa k0t~
due2 purple...
ida & ema

warga lelaki...
di ambil through cermin kereta kembar alexto

kemudian kami berlima, ambil kesempatan ni utk keluar sebentar...
ade yg beli tiket, amik duit dan beli brg~

then, kami beli mkn kat MU...
peminat MU kot~
kitorg mkn nasi goreng chicken chop...
kenyang gile babas lar...
kalau setahun x mkn nasi, pekene mknn ni gerento x mkn 2 3 hari...
hehe
mmg sedap lar~
hehe

mc ann dan saye....

takziah kepada ainul amira serta keluarga.
Al-Fatihah~

Bubye~!

03/04/10 Bulan Kecerian Hostel Kediaman IPG Kampus Perlis

saye baru selesai mencuci tandas!
uh-oh!
mengapa?
hari ni ade gotong - royong...
bilik sy dah ditugaskan utk memebersihkan tandas...
huhu
roommate x de, so , sorang jer lah....

mase mencuci tu, ade jugak yg sempat main air...
haiz~
hasilnya, memuaskan...
dah penat2 cuci rite~

sabun x cukup, berus pun x cukup.
jadi kita basuh ape yg mampu....

ntah sape yg pandai plak pasang lagu sambil kami mencuci..
tapi orait dak!
hehe
mule2 lagu melayu yg sy BLUR terus..
ni plak mereka tgh pasang lagu Kiss Me Through The Phone.
ok la tu~

ptg nnt nk g PC Fair...
nak cari external hard disk, ngan pendrive GB kecik...
hoho

pastu nk g Sunway Carnival...
Cuz hunny semangat nk tgk cite Clash Of The Titans...
pastu minggu2 depan da x ley kluar,
cuz ade rehersal utk Macbeth play...
hoho

gmbr kat atas tu, gmbr mase last day of school A.K.A. last day ujian SPM hari tu...
:)

*yay! dah lagu lady gaga plak! yay!*
Bubye~!

02/04/10 AJK Buku Program

baru sahaja menyiapkan sebuah buku program~
al-kisahnya, pada satu hari saya telah terpilih utk menjadi ajk buku program ape?
Pertandingan Tampil Bergaya Ratu Melati IPG Kampus Perlis 2010.
Strictly for girls of IPG Kampus Perlis.
NO BOYS ARE ALLOWED!
HEHE

3 blok melati akan menghantar 3 org wakil bagi pertandingan ini.
dan pemenang akan dikenali sebagai Ratu Melati.

buku program yg saye hasil kan itu sungguh comel...
selain dari buku program, tetibe kene buat flyers utk pertandingan nieh...
cuz yg sepatutnye buat ntah mane pegi~
so, saye menerima kerja tersebut demi pengerusi program, akak Rabiatul...
in the end cam 3 org je yg buat keje sebelum meeting petang ni...
saye, akak Rabiatul n akak wani.
hoho

nasib baik x rase penat pun buat buku program n flyers tu..
at first thought mase dpt keje ni last month ingat bnyk sgt...
tapi tadi dlm mase satu jam jer ley siap.
hehe
dah siap tunjuk kat pengerusi, pengerusi adei skit2.
so, terhasil la due hasil kerja ku yg membanggakan...

kepada para penghuni blok melati, nntkan kemunculan flyers saye di blok masing2..
hehe

Bubye~!