yent0-Life now

i'm a loner
i live by my own rules
i do what i want to
i don't what i won't
now,
it's just a new chapter
a chapter where there is a lot of conflict
conflict,
rhymes with cornflakes
how i wish that conflict is easy and fun as cornflakes
how nice
the characters are more are many, multiple from before
more things to compromise
and things getting hurt day by day
compromise??
what is that?
a new word,
in a new chapter
scream
silent scream
where nobody can't hear
cry
silent cry
where nobody notice
i notice, i'm aware
that a new chapter had started
suffer
suffer
when i suffer
somebody else suffer too
i wish that u won't suffer too
but
but
but, i don't want to let u go
i can't imagine if my life chapter without u as the special one

i wish i just suffer alone
alone!
i want to be alone!
no i can't
i can't!
he said!
he said~

i'm searching
searching
searching the smile that i used to have
used to have
i wondered where it had gone
gone~
gone with the wind
it was lost somewhere
lost somewhere
it was here
here with me
with me since end of last year
then, i dunno where it had gone

where are you?
where are you haengbook?
i miss you
i need you
without u,
he can't be happy too~

hitsu