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Saturday, February 9, 2013

Song Speaks: I'm Sorry-CN Blue


What did you say? I don’t understand you
I don’t understand when you say you don’t like me
You’re completely crazy, snap out of it
You’re crazy
(are you crazy, are you crazy)

Stop acting sad as you leave, stop giving excuses as you leave
You’re completely crazy, snap out of it
You’re crazy (are you crazy, I really want you to get away)
Your last words, those cold words were
I’m sorry (I’m sorry) I’m sorry (I’m sorry)

You said you loved me, you said I’m the only one for you oh but they were all lies
Your words of farewell, your bold words were
I’m sorry (I’m sorry) You tell me sorry (you tell me sorry)
You said that though everyone changes, you’ll never change
Oh but those were just typical words that anyone can say
Your thick-skinned words, your ridiculous words
(I’m sorry, I’m sorry)

Your words annoy me, your words anger me
Oh oh back to me, I’m so crazy
It was me, it was me who gave you everything but you suddenly leave me
You’re completely crazy, snap out of it
You’re crazy (are you crazy, are you crazy)
Just leave, your heart has completely left me, I’ll let you go, I won’t hold onto you anymore
You’re completely crazy, snap out of it
You’re crazy (are you crazy, I really want you to get away)
Your last words, those cold words were
I’m sorry (I’m sorry) I’m sorry (I’m sorry)


Your words annoy me, your words anger me
Oh oh back to me, I’m so crazy
I break down at your words once again
The skies fall at your words as well
Your words are like a nightmare
I don’t wanna hear it, please oh no no

Words that ring in my ears, words that are nailed into my heart
I’m sorry (I’m sorry) I’m sorry (I’m sorry)
I shouldn’t have loved you, I shouldn’t have given my heart to you
Oh I’m the only one who is hurting
Words that wet my eyes, words that are nailed into my heart
I’m sorry (I’m sorry) You tell me sorry (you tell me sorry)
I won’t ever do this again, I won’t ever do this again even if I die
Oh this common love that was so easy to you
Your cruel words, your cold words (I’m sorry, I’m sorry)
Your scarring words, your bitter words
Oh oh back to me, I’m so crazy


Bubye~!

Songs Speaks: YoSeob feat JunHyung- Caffeine


It’s late, I need to sleep and I already counted all the sheep in my head
In order to fall asleep somehow, I showered again
I keep drawing your face out on the ceiling and when I close my eyes,
A book with the story of our ended love opens
Even after you left, you torture me like this

How did I become this miserable?
What did I do wrong?
Why did we even break up? I don’t know
Cause you’re like caffeine, I can’t fall asleep all night
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you
Like caffeine, I try to stay away
I try to forget about you but I can’t do it, I can’t help it

You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, so bad to me, yeah
Each time I breathe, I miss you

When I think that we’re living under the same sky, I go crazier
Though I’m like this, I can’t let you go
I see that couple fighting outside my window
They look like us in the past and tears well up
Look, don’t do that and just hug her
Look at me, how do I look right now?
Can’t you give me a chance to hold onto you?

Our relationship wasn’t something that could end so easily
Or am I mistaken?
Why did we even break up? I don’t know
Cause you’re like caffeine, I can’t fall asleep all night
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you

Like caffeine, I try to stay away
I try to forget about you but I can’t do it, I can’t help it
Even though I hate you like this
When I think about the times we were together, I smile

Maybe I don’t want to forget you
Yes, I don’t want to forget you
I want to cherish you
Cause you’re like caffeine, I can’t fall asleep all night
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you
Like caffeine, I try to stay away

You’re bad to me, so bad to me, oh girl you’re like caffeine
You’re bad to me, so bad to me, so bad to me, yeah

Bubye~!

Songs Speaks: B.A.P - Rain Sound


A girl like you is such a confusing set of questions and answers
So I shut my mouth
I bury love inside the farewell

Outside the window, the forgotten rain and wind blows
In the wee hours of the night, I hear familiar songs from the radio
It’s perfect for thinking about you
There are two empty cups of coffee
In this place without you, I fight with loneliness
I walk alone on the streets
I go to the cafe I used to go a lot, I go watch a movie
I lock even myself in the memories, how about you?
This weather, this temperature, this passing wind, will I remember it?
A person to be forgotten like a passing by black and white film
I still miss you as I fall asleep
But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep
Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you
(I draw you with a pencil, I erase you with an eraser that is the falling rain)
(I draw you out again today, will I be able to erase you?)
A bright red umbrella
Wet and drenched clothes and sneakers
I turn off and turn on the boiler
Whatever I do, it doesn’t dry
Is that how I feel or is it not?
A confusing set of questions and answers
On a rainy day, I fell for you
We used to love each other so much
It didn’t seem like we had to do this
So my heart hurts so much
(heart hurts)
(From the beginning, I held you in the left side of my heart and you thickly remain)
Now you remain as a broken fragment that’s deeply engraved inside
You pull me in
I think I lied when I said I could live without you
I throw away my feelings but I still miss you as I fall asleep

But on this a rainy night, I cannot fall asleep
Is this sound of the rain, your voice?
Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you?
Will this rain comfort me?
Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you

Dear sky, please help me
Please stop this rain
So that I can forget her, oh no

Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I miss you and our kiss
Outside the window, the sound of the rain rings
I remember the memories of us
I can’t live without you girl
On rainy days, I always run into you

Bubye~!
photo: Golf Pichaya Instagram

Friday, January 25, 2013

15/12/12 Meet the old friend



Assalamualaikum  & hello readers~!

I was being crazy on Twitter when I saw my friend tweeted about going to AEON Manjung. I was surprised, cause this particular friend, Fatin Rashid, is actually studying in Australia. 

So, I tweet back to her asking if she’s really here, and it turn out she’s really is. She’s on summer break and having intern in KL. She asked if I wanted to meet up, my respond was “Sure!” the last time I meet her was form 4 before she went off to Langkawi. I thought I never meet her again cause she moved to Sabah shortly after that.

We decide to meet on Saturday, thought that I’m gonna meet her in the morning or afternoon at some place. Then she said that she had some things to do on the day. Afterwards, she gave a brilliant idea that I never thought off! That is, come to her for dinner, she will cook. To me, that is something new.
And I did went to her house after blurring on which junction to turn in, cause the area she live, I can’t never work out the streets there haha. So we had dinner with her sisters and talked for a very long time. I spend a splendid 4 hours at her house :D haha
fatin with shah rukh khan, taken from her fb :P

After a long time we didn’t meet, we talk about a lot of things! From school to studies to part time works and also K-Pop. Thought she didn’t like k-pop much, but she’s k-pop fan too haha She even almost wanted to go for SM Entertainment’s trainee search in Aussie! It would be awesome of she really did go! :D

To Fatin, thanks for inviting me and thanks for dinner. It was awesome! <3 u! Hehe

Bubye~!

p/s: the first thing she said to me: ko dah gemuk~ the first thing i said to her: eh! Ko kurusnye~!! :P

27/12/12 Seems like A Family Reunion

Assalamualaikum & hello readers~!


27 Dec. my dad’s side of the family decided to held tahlil (prayers for the decease) as it was Aunty Sinar’s 44th or so days of passed. So, we did the tahlil for my decease grandparents and as well as a cousin that didn’t had the chance to live in this world.

We went back to Klang on the day itself. So, I had to wake up in the morning, feeling like PDiddy~ not~ waking up kinda feel groggy, so I hunt for clothes to wear going back and for the tahlil. After all the commotion at home with the cats and all, we finally off to Teluk Panglima Garang.  Stop by Kuala Selangor for lunch and again continue with our journey.

Arrived in Teluk after Zohor and we just golek2 until it was Asar. Then we start to set up the chairs and tables as the foods for tonight tahlil kenduri had arrived. I was so looking forward for the foods because my other aunt, Nyanya told us about the menu and it sounds freaking delicious! So, I was really looking forward for it. Who won’t? There are telur kurma, sambal tumis udang, ayam goreng berempah.  So freaking tempting! #drooling
meet the cousin, Aiko Hana & Hiro Adam.

After years of not meeting my maksu, and 2 of my cousins, finally I meet then during tahlil. It was like a family reunion, it was the first time all of Mr Jamaludin’s children and grandchildren are in one place and meet each other. It was cool! Meeting Aiko for the second time, she clearly didn’t remember me, I meet her when she was still a baby as for Hiro, and it was my first time meeting him. A very playful one, he played with the cats under the table and everywhere. He even run in the rain and gets himself soaking wet. As for Aiko, she is very good kid and I like her already. But yeah, they can’t even speak Malay. My English was all over the place, talking with an 8 years old using English, my vocab suddenly evaporates into the thin air because I have been writing with standard English. So, yeah it took some time for me to get my English gear going haha :P

In the end, my family and paksu’s family went back 4 in the morning. It was mental. My dad’s siblings did their discussion after all the guests went back. In the end, I didn’t get to eat all the foods that I was talking about. It was really sad, I was quite devastated :( But thanks to Nyanya we ate nasi goreng kampung and it was fine with me. :)

Bubye~!
p/s: maksu remove me from her FB, go figure :/